Saturday, March 18, 2006
Regret
There are some things,
I'd like to forget,
Like death and disappointments,
Like hurt and regrets.
When all's been said and done,
I wish I could love you.
Some things will just remain etched in your memory for a long time. It lingers on, hammering your heart with a dull pain every time you're reminded of it. You just wish you never took the road you took. But now that you have, you just wish you could look at it with fondness. Not regret. Did I mean to intentionally deal with matters of the heart so carelessly, or was it just too fragile? Can I question why someone would be so silly to cling on to something so uncertain or do I slap myself for being so heartless and such a jerk? Talk about having two sides to a coin.
You believed, that I've changed your life forever.
And you're never gonna find another somebody like me.
And you wished you had more than just a lifetime,
To give back all I've given you, and that's what you believed.
But I owe you, the sunlight in the morning,
And the nights of honest lovin',
That time can't take away.
And I owe you, more than life now, more than ever.
I know it could've been the sweetest debt,
I'll ever have to pay. - Lee Greenwood.
Disclaimer: I don't think everything in the song applies to my situation, but the general feeling is like I've been on top of a pedestal but really I don't deserve what I was given. Maybe that's why it's gone.
Mantou at 8:13 AM