Friday, September 15, 2006
The Random Musing Entry
First, I'm happy with the new outlook on my desktop. ^_^ It looks very cool! All thanks to Windows Blinds! Haha.
Second, I'm am getting more and more domesticated day by day.. For two consecutive days I stayed home for the most part of the day to spring clean and cook?!?! It's ridiculously therapeutic but I'm not impressed. Oh well, anything can be an act of worship unto Daddy God I guess.
Third, I signed the contract today! *sweats* It's weird up until now I've felt the peace and assurance that I will be where God wants me to be with the decision I'm making, but at the eleventh hour my heart was full of apprehensions and doubts and accusations.. "I'm just being safe! I never really wrestled with God. How about the performing arts? How about early childhood?" (first person thots too, that old devil..) Thank God for His discernment and Sovereignty. His purpose will prevail. So yeah, I will be a mentor for at the very least one year which means till Sept 30th 2007. I thank God for having come into my life 2 years ago, because that forever changed my destiny. I'll no longer do what seems right (for everything seems right to Man) but allow God to use me in the way He had intended all this while. God had some talents, and He gave them to me. He puts His trust in me to multiply them. Of course, the choice is mine.
Fourth, it's grieving to have God reveal the sorrows of His Heart. It really is quite sad to know that God, even God has done all to make sure that the blessings would bear fruit. But the bad stewardship of Man has utterly ruined His plans.
But thank God for the mercies He has, that though the plan has to be scrapped, the people aren't. And they may be scattered to the farthest ends of the earth but You will bring them back. That's Your promise, and it shall come to pass. *shakes head in bewilderment* Your faithfulness and lovingkindness is beyond understanding.
Fifth, I say again, weaknesses are for boasting. Struggles are for confessing. Let's work towards being the same person behind closed doors and in public.
Mantou at 10:53 PM