Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Can't think of a title for this post
Many a nights sittin' here just a mullin' o'er the events of my life. Oh what a life it's showing itself to be..
I come home every day just wondering how I ever got through it, where the strength and wisdom comes from. Peter made sense when he replied Jesus, "Where can I go? In You we have the words of eternal life".
I come home and turn the key. I am greeted by an altar with the Nativity statues and other paraphernalia that symbolizes the Catholic faith. For nights now there have been a lit-candle in a holder that signifies an offertory to God. Today it is replaced with a cup of oil with a flaming wick. It seems to speak of the embers of faith glowing in my mom. I am encouraged and discouraged at the same time. It is a weird, indescribable feeling. I take comfort in the fact that at least my mom is prayerful. I know though that she prays to mary. That saddens me. I continue on in the dark to the kitchen and switch on the lights. The illumination greets me harshly and I see the usual envelopes on the table. None are for me today..
I'm mullin' tonight about the upcoming recruitment drive. I wonder what God wants to teach me through this event. It's the weirdest thing that up till now I have no solid inspiration to work with. Just a collation of video clips and some more to cover tomorrow. I'm brought to the point where I'm reminded this is something God has a hand in. He's been faithfully providing for many years now, not to mention pave the way for the ministry to be birthed. I'm just playing a small part in inviting others to join the race. Things have been falling into place smoothly so far. The magazine that's due today has been completed except for a few pics here and there. I gotta admit His favor's really been with me. All the interviews I arranged to be conducted have been completed.
Now what's the next move, Lord?
Mantou at 11:15 PM